I’d like to start this post by giving props to James Baldwin. Major props. I’m currently reading Giovanni’s Room in my African American Literature class and though I’d read short works by Baldwin before and been mildly interested, his long-form prose is absolutely stunning. The book is a beautifully written narrative of a white homosexual man and the way his sexual preference interminably haunts him. I really can’t get over it. Here is one of my favorite passages, taken from pg. 75 of Delta Fiction’s version.
“I remember that life in that room seemed to be occurring beneath the sea. Time flowed past indifferently above us; hours and days had no meaning. In the beginning, our life together held a joy and amazement which was newborn every day. Beneath the joy, of course, was anguish and beneath the amazement was fear; but they did not work themselves to the beginning until our high beginning was aloes on our tongues. By then anguish and fear had become the surface on which we slipped and slid, losing balance, dignity, and pride. Giovanni’s face, which I had memorized so many mornings, noons, and nights, hardened before my eyes, began to give in secret places, began to crack. The light in the eyes became a glitter; the wide and beautiful brow began to suggest the skull underneath. The sensual lips turned inward, busy with the sorrow overflowing from his heart. It became a stranger’s face — or it made me so guilty to look on him that I wished it were a stranger’s face. Not all my memorizing had prepared me for the metamorphosis which my memorizing had helped to bring about.”
Wow, yeah?
The beginning, of course, got me straight away as it evokes the image of being undersea, similarly brought up in one of my favorite Anne Sexton poems, The Gold Key, originally published in Transformations. (1971) Sexton wrote, “Are you comatose? Are you undersea?”
Although the image is manipulated differently by Baldwin and Sexton, each use gives the reader the sense that someone is being clouded, is being deceived, is horribly and irrevocably opaque. I can’t get over how effective it is in creating that inside-feeling.
Here’s a hottie pic of Baldwin taken from Wikipedia:

Both Baldwin and Sexton were undersea in a way. Baldwin drowning in his race, Sexton in her sex. Baldwin’s whole career, to an extent, was spent fighting against the “protest novel” — the idea that African Americans should wholly and always write about the African American experience. Sexton was considered one of the first “confessional” poets and also a product of the feminist movement. The feminine connotation of confessional ties her to the personal realm of art, oftentimes discredited as juvenile and girlie. Both were trapped in their outsider chains, constantly rusted by the sea enveloping them. (I will give a cookie to anyone who can tell me what poem I loosely based this sentence off of! Hint: it’s Dylan Thomas. Ha.)
Anywhoo…Now that I’ve expended myself of that rant, I’d like to share an amazing opportunity. The National Poetry Series (http://www.thenationalpoetryseries.org) has announced that they’re working with mtvU to include a contest directed towards college-aged students. (Hint: That’s you! That’s me!) Here’s the deal: You submit a book length manuscript (about 48-64 pages) of yerr best poetry and cross your fingers that you’re one of the five chosen to be published by some pretty prestigious publishing companies (READ: HarperCollins, Penguin Books…), $1,000 and a hella good chance to start really making a name for yourself. The deadline is February 15 so get cookin! I know I am!
Okay and one last thing! SALMAN RUSHDIE is coming to CORNELL. HERE. In ITHACA. SALMAN RUSHDIE. The catch, you ask? It’s October 18th, the day most of us will be enjoying our first day of fall break and I, personally, will be applying for my Spanish visa. GAWD. Why, Cornell, why must you tempt me so?